yesterday i killed a cockroach crawling across the kitchen stove smacked it with the heel of my palm it flipped on its back and kicked and kicked and kicked i imagine it cussed and prayed in cockroachese god! please! and fuck me running! alas it wasn’t spite it wasn’t smite it committed no sin (alas) i smacked it again with the heal of the palm of the hand of an unkind ungod it kicked no more i wanted to cook some chicken in a clean kitchen it wanted to borrow a grain of sugar